i wrote a book and now i am more ready to die
I don't know if it will ever get published, but that is actually irrelevant, because I did it. It was my dream since i was 7 years old. To write a book. And this year, 2012, I did it. And now it's printed and it's a reality. It's no longer a dream. Each accomplished dream is an ambition that is dying. And I am one huge step closer to being ready to die, because I fulfilled a great dream. On the day I need to go, I will be accepting. I did what I wanted. I realised I had a short time to do what I want. Thanks to all the dying people I met in my life, especially through work, who taught me about dying. Dying peacefully is directly connected to having lived our dreams.