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Showing posts from April, 2013

Finally some sun after the rain


I have my own family now

In the Cocoon

Something so Beautiful

I've seen this man change
Inside him shines a diamond
When I first met him I sensed the diamond
But it had a lot if smoke curtains clouding it up
The smoke curtains have opened slowly during the past nine months
At first he held onto his curtains, shielding his soul. Attached to the curtains, identifying with them, he couldn't imagine shedding his layers
But slowly, he took a deep breath
He relaxed his grip
And more and more, he accepted that life would soon change
He had no idea, still, to exactly what
He didn't know what was to come
Ups and downs, fear and doubt
Curtains being pulled aside more and more
Until the moment
When the smoky curtains blew up
And he stood there, in his own light
He is made from love, this man
I saw it in his eyes the first time we met, I saw it beyond the smoke screen and I persisted with patience for the diamond to gather its courage to shine
A father is born
And it is something so beautiful

In Love

My life has forever changed and I am so grateful
Grateful for the love that you make me feel
Feelings larger than myself
Myself, I'm beyond that now
Now is all there is for us
Us. Family. Love. Care. Deep.
Welcome to the world
Life of Pi began on the 9 April
Thank you Pi for giving me the honour to carry you into life
What a pleasure to be your spaceship into this world
You are the biggest and the brightest thing that ever happened to me
Thank you
Your mother

Waiting time

Spring, rain, storm, sun, flowers, beach walks.
 Cat walks.
 Cat yoga.
Beautiful silent waiting times.

Still Baking

Week 40 + 1 day... and I'm still baking. Feeling less pregnant today than yesterday. Yesterday I had some contractions and pains, but today: NADA. Two of my friends who were also pregnant have already given birth. Well, one that I know, and the other one I saw this morning posted on Facebook that her water broke and she's on the way to the hospital. I feel like I'm disappointing everyone who keeps asking and checking for news.
Still baking.

Pregnant Week 40